Life got busy...married, new job, sick mom, really busy job, sick mom again, another new job, finally got rid of the old job and the stress and therapy because of the job, some down-time, but now I'm back, and promise to be better than ever(as far as blogging is concerned)!!
I feel like this blog will be a good way to think through my emotions and spend time with myself, which I'm horrible at... So while I spend time with myself and my thoughts you all can enjoy :)
Thought for the day: Can I just be in-between AND be happy??
I feel like sometimes I'm on a roller coaster, my life it soooo up, and then feels down, and then up and then down, see above for an example, but recently I been feeling in-between. I always feel the most happy when I have something to look forward to like vacation, an evening out, or just a break from work, but recently, due to a lack of funds, I haven't had the pleasure of enjoying my normal 'looking forward to something' highs. I guess it's my nature of continually looking for the 'next' thing, that makes those highs happen, but in the old nature vs. nuture argument, you can't argue with walking with ease at 8 1/2 months.
I would love to be more like my brother who enjoys life and is usually not concerned with the 'next' thing unless pushed for an answer. I think I am afraid I will lose my drive and ambition if I'm content in the moment, like I will not strive for better because I'm happy with where I'm at.
So my goal (since I can't help the ambition) is to work to let life happen to me instead of the reverse...
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